So... I'm in a bit of a pickle. I recently met this guy. We met about 2 months ago i guess, 3 at the most. He's so gorgeous, he's kind, he loves me for ME. He knows all my secrets, all my crazy moments, all of me. It's crazy cause it's been a short period of time. We're very attached to each other. He has become my best best friend. I can honestly say, I love this boy. I trust him. He's never been fake to me. I would lay down my life for him. It's really crazy how it feels like we've known each other forever. I can honestly say with all my heart i would spend the rest of my life with him. We would never run out of things to talk about. We get each other. It would be easy. Not hard work, easy love. Now, my pickle is this; he's my gay best friend. Hmmm.
It's been driving me nuts. But I don't think I will ever tell anyone this secret. Except for you, Erin. ;) It's just not something I want anyone in our little group of friends knowing. I don't think James would be uncomfortable if I told him how I really feel about him. But I don't want to take that chance and lose him as my friend. I need him in my life. It's so crazy.
Ruh roh!
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yep.....that's a pickle alright.....hmmmm I am not quite sure to say.
ReplyDeleteI think I would wait....like a year ....and if you feel the same way a year from now, then I would tell him.... give it some time, a lot can happen in a year...
in the mean time just enjoy his company and making new awesome memories together!
By the way.... I freaking miss you!!!!!!!
Love you!!!